I got cable recently therefore have been watching TV. I’ve been watching one tragedy after another. The one thing all victims of tragedies or victims in general have in common is they lose all their family &/or friends. Like when someone’s child has been murdered or kidnapped the parents lose everybody. I suppose it’s too dramatic or depressing or otherwise negative to be around people who are suffering from illness &/or loss. All we seem to have is illness & loss in my family. So we’ve lost everyone & everything.
All I could do was freak out about help plus rant & rave. People say they’re your friend & you can turn to them & lean on them. I sit here in pain & sorrow spilling my guts in mini-book long emails. Do people read them? Do they comprehend them? Do they understand what it’s like? Or do they misunderstand? Do they assume too much? Do they misjudge? Then don’t they bash? Don’t they make fun of? Don’t they call names? Aren’t they about revenge? Aren’t they the big time haters? Isn’t this a playground & aren’t they the bullies?
So I’ve spent 4+ years looking for help. But it was mostly for the benefit of my only child. She’s graduated, grown & gone. Now I’ll spend the rest of my years helping others as best I can. I’ve survived all of this so I could tell common sense stories to hopefully teach others so they might avoid going through so much trouble. This will be one site where I do such a thing.
